Last year, a good friend of mine invited me to join a bible study every Tuesday, so, I agreed because I knew that it was very important for her, and in my mind "it would be embarrassing for her if I rejected it and I would not listen to the word of God".  Then, every time she shares the gospel, I just listen carefully and always answer her questions, but inside, I'm not interested in what she's saying and I always try to have an interest in such things, but I can't. But of course, I don't want to hurt my friend, so I continuously listen to the word of God. And that's one of my experiences that I have to masked my feelings so that I can't hurt the feelings of my good friend. But now, I really listen to His words and I slowly changing my bad perceptions and continuously applying His words in my life and I will continue to live with faith.