Peacefulness, silence, trees and sand are my companies in a world full of judgments. I admit that I am stinky, dirty and whatever you describe me, but you must know about me. It’s beyond those judgments. You don’t know it because you’re only focusing on your eyes could see. You’re naked eyes could only see a part of a whole — you’re only seeing a tiny part of me. Thus, it’s more than that. Someday, you’ll know it. I know I am worthy enough.
“It’s useless and worthless hence it makes the surroundings plain and dull!” These words I always heard from giants whenever they see me. It is how they looked at me for every single moment of their lives. They made me feel that I am worthless, they made me feel that I’m just nobody who doesn’t have a capability of doing something. It might be for you, you only know the shallow side of me, and you might not know about me.
My life isn’t adventurous as you have. Alone, dull, I am always left behind and judged and condemned by giants who surrounds me — that’s how I describe my life. I wonder why. When giants stare at me, they judged me, whenever they touch me, they will react things as if I am sick. I wonder why. They only know the shallow things about me and you might not know about me.
Let me tell you something that is not shallow. Oxygen came from trees. Trees grow from soil and I am the one gives nutrients to the soil. Consequently, without me, trees won’t grow and giants won’t have an oxygen and that’s the thing you, giants don’t know. I am stinky and dirty, but this piece of shit for you is the reason of your existence. I was stepped upon, and judged but beyond those descriptions about me, you’ll never know my worth. I am used to it anyway. For me, I will stand despite of the judgments, and still, I will do things that I am capable of.