I was raised on family that has lack of communication. If you have a problem, you better face it by your self. Also they have favouritism in the family except for me, that was not included to those who are favourites. I really wanted to end up my life, but I am thankful enough that I have friends that encourage, strengthen and brighten me day by day to make me feel I am not alone. So day by day, even though my parents didn't give the love I wanted, I still have people that surrounds me and make me feel the love I deserve. I always enlighten my self that this is not my end, because I still have future I wanted and God that will guide me on my journey.