When everything seems to be not fine, and you feel that the world is agaisnt everything you are trying to do, remember that these that not mean that you lose the game of life. It is a imeasurable experiences that this life is preparing you to be a better and stronger person. Do not lose your heart in doing what you want, instead try to learn the lessons from those hardships, mistakes and unfortuned events. Keep fighting, a better day is coming after your shady night.