Credits to Mr. smalltalkpodcast-tiktok. If I remember it correctly, he stated that "Be careful of sharing your struggles to people" parang ganun ata yun btw, this one suck--like you just had shared all your failures, all your insecurities, all your imperfections, to the person that you think is worth it and who will listen to you, yung makikinig at hayaan kang ishare lahat ng sama mo sa loob, but then at the end sila pala yung magpapa-alala sayo kung gaano ka ka-failure, ka-insecure, at ka imperfect na tao. Lol sobrang sakit, kahit sarili mong pamilya o mama pa ang nagdo-down sayo, sila pa yung nakikinig sa ibang tao kaysa sayo, maniwala sa ibang tao kaysa sayo, sheet hirap, and you have nothing to do but to lock yourself in your bedroom and pretend you didn't saw anything or hear anything, imagining things where you expected or wanted to happen to YOUR life! and sitting and holding back your tears. Like come on! You don't have to expect all the time maging perfect ako! na matalino o ano ako! You don't have to push me to listen all your views in sort of things kahit labag sa kalooban ko. To obey things that I myself against to it. If I will have a kid some day, man I'll tell you I'll treat and raise her/him better, listen to her/his opinion first before correcting things. Only Simple things from you guys can already makes me happy and contented! Simple and motivational words out from you is enough! Can't you get it! Do I have to say it infront of ya faces? I always shouting/yelling but nothing comes out from my mouth lahat  na I stated here, hindi ko magawang sabihin sa inyo dahil sa tingin niyo ang babaw ko kasi kayo dati ganito-ganun, yung ibang bata ganito-ganun, yeah! Iba kayo noon sa ako ngayon, yeah iba yung iba sa sitwasyon ko ngayon, but i'm still reminded that i'm lucky dahil nakakain pa rin ako ng tatlong beses sa isang araw. yes, but we all have different struggles and obstacle to go through, it's still not right to compare everything na nararanasan ng isang tao. I am not the perfect daughter, I am not the perfect friend, I am not the perfect partner, I am not the perfect citizen. I am just a mere human that have flaws and insecurities, we all have and all we need to do is to accept and respect each imperfections, 'cause we all perfectly imperfect. Bandang huli wala pa rin sa atin ang makaturo kung sino ang perpekto dito sa mundo.

if only i can change the category to Sad News hahaha.