As I go through life's Journey, I always seek for the goodness of others while not seeing the value of myself. Every time that my mom and I face the challenges in life, I always keep myself hiding at my room, wondering why is she treating me this way. I always cry for help. I always wanted to stay at my grandparents ' house- 'cause that's the place where I know where I belong. I pray to God, "God why am I suffering this way? " then I just found myself crying. Maybe life won't go this easy. I must be tougher and stronger. 

To someone whose feeling this way too- listen to the song linked in this post. I know God is preparing you also. Smile little angel.