Ostensibly, you haven't just realized that you are prodigous enough just by living. It may not be like that for you little people but just continue...continue to love, continue to do things that makes you genuienly happy and giving. Why? You might ask. Well, that is where you will find that you have been a giver, auspiciously enough to live and conquer, it's just that you work on it very subtle. Obscurely enough for yourself not to see it. But whatever you do, keep on pushing, don't let other people's opinion drown out your shine. Please continue so that you could truly live.