This time of crisis I have experience fatigue, skin allergies, and pain. Pain of karma because of being fragile and not loving myself before.  I've learned that my overthinking and begging cause me this type of desease that no one discovered. Being stressed lower my immune system and gave me this allergies.  And this separation of my marriage makes me feel so broken.I think I'm dying, I feel so down now I don't know what to do and say. I keep on praying and let the Lord judge. 

But still motivated to love myself more and more and not to worry of anything because I know God will sent me answers that I deserved I trust God.