I just wanna share my burden. 
He is my first love, the father of my 3 kids. But before him I had a relationship first with the father of my first baby. I have 4 babies in all. All girls. Now let's continue about my first love. I will not tell now about how we met, but rather I will just share how I love him even though our situation is very complicated. He is married. So there it goes, I'm " kabet ". So to make the story short, I choose to let go of him. I tried everything to make him get away from me. But the truth is, I'm too much hurt Everytime I tell him to let me go. But then a year passed since the day I left, I told myself I can't do it anymore. Everyday I missed him. But it's too late, he realized already that he love his wife more than me. I know everything happens for a reason. So I hope they will be happy both. And me, I will try to be happy for them. I will get my kids and start new life. With God. Pls, help me ease the pain I feel inside.🙏💔😢 Thank you. Pls don't judge me. Know the whole store behind these. Leave a question. I will answer.