In a nice afternoon, 
As I am sitting on the chair by a window. I stumbled on the thought what if I did not allow him. What if I fought back. What if I told everybody about it?
No! You idiot self. Are you trying to put your family on great heartache? Do you honestly think they will listen to you? You are there because they let you. Be thankful for that. And besides,

They don’t listen to you...

It does not matter anymore. It was done already! 
I know self, but I just wanna know what will happened if I just told them everything!
You want to know? They will feel ashame to have you as what they let you feel right now. Don’t be silly and a cry baby. Just shot your mouth because even if you talk, 


They don’t listen...



Xoxo - Yhannieiyat