Do you recall a time when you were just so happy that you finally have a bestfriend, a shoulder to cry on, someone you can lean on, and someone you can rely on? Today, marks the day of the very special day for me and my family. But before that, I would like to share with you guys how was it living with a loving, caring and a thoughtful mother. 🤗 Let me introduce you to her. Her name is Jenet Budaño. She’s probably the sweetest and really hardworking person I’ve met in my whole life. My mom used to call me names like “amy, meh-meh” and other names 😂 which is so cute! hahaha I could still remember a time when me and my twin sister would play outside and she’ll really got mad because we’re not allowed to go outside 😔 and we’re going to cry out loud as if there’s no tomorrow 😂 fast forward. it was so fast right? yes it is. It was just so fast when we heard the sad news that my mom was diagnosed with stage 3, breast cancer... and she needed to have a operation immediately. 😔 We couldn’t even imagine all our reactions, tears, and emotions. We want to stay positive, we want to stay strong for her. We want to boost her heart and mind that this is just a challenge for us that God wants us to be stronger and tighter together as family. After that, my mom took daily check ups, chemotherapy, radiation therapy and such medications needed for her to be possibly healed. We are all just positive and really looking forward to celebrate her birthday together with the family. 😊 Everytime we go to her room in ICU, we couldn’t just stare at her eyes saying that “mom please, be strong we’re just here for you, we will still celebrate your birthday to your favorite restaurant right?” with a smile on our face. Because it’s just so so so hard to prevent ourselves from crying through that moment. It was April 30, exactly 15 days before her birthday. My family we’re just on her bedroom, praying and talking to her to please be awake and to wake up. But after that moment, my mom passed away. We felt no guilt, no madness about what happened. We all felt the acceptance and positivity that mom brought to our lives and we think that’s enough. We want her to be free from pain, sufferings and hardships. Because we just love her so much. We want her to be happy when she’ll be celebrating her birthday together with the angels above. A small but meaningful message to you my mama, this is your daughter, Amiel, And I hope you’re doing fine up there 🤗 And I really hope you’re proud of what I’ve become today. Mama, I just wanna sag sorry too for all the wrong doings, shortcomings and disappointments when you were still with us. We’re sorry if we made your life in full of pain and leaving without any lots of hugs and kisses from us. 😔 We couldn’t say the exact words to you because we were so shy about our wrong doings & disobedience to you. We couldn’t even say thank you for the 14 years you’ve been with us. We couldn’t even say thank you on how you protected and care for us. But mom, We’re deeply letting you know that we’re trying our best to change & be a better person each day. We’re sorry for all the words we didn’t say when you were still with us. 😔 But mom, This would be the first definitely not the last post from me to you. I miss & love you so much! ♥️☺️