Hi! Since i just want to express what i'm feeling lately because of what happened to me for the past few months, id also like to give some advices. So apparently me and 1 year boyfriend, just broke up last September and as a person who already imagined my future with him, got devastated and idk what to do. I went to the point that im ready to take my own life because of the pain im feeling. To the point i cant stop crying and cant figure out how to escape that mess. I tell you, it will be a very hard time for you at first, but as time goes by, you'll realize your worth and if that person who turned you into that is worth of your tears and pain. The first week after the break up, i did the most messed up thing. BEGGING. yes, i begged him to come back, to just forget what happened and we'll try to work things out just like we did before. But the fact that he was already filled up with my dramas and stuff, he didn't agreed. he still chose to leave while I was still trying to get on my knees just for him to love me back. He fell out of love.