I don't really have an idea on how to draw back then, I would just draw a stick man or whatever I like to draw, I never study anatomy or anything that relates to art but in year 2018, I was in National Books Store and this sketchbook with different kinds of pencil interests me so with a little money I have, I bought it. I started watching tutorials on Youtube, and try to draw them as much as I could, It was frustrating at first but I enjoyed it. Then I continued drawing with a very little study about it, I explore and experiment on my own, I would always observe people and look at their movements so I could draw them, I would look at their eyes and observe how the reflection and lighting of the eyes works. It was really hard for me because I keep comparing my works to others, that I want my art to be that good also so when I tried doing what others did, I always ended up messing it. But after years of little improvement, art blocks, frustration, this is my art now. Not that good but I'm really proud of it. 

I once thought that I am not good at anything, but here I am, I keep the only thing that I'm good at and I love it! I hope you'll find yours too, never give up!