Hey, It's me
I just want to share my experience, as well as ways or advice to get rid off, the one and only depression..
Hey, have you ever been depressed? Had or have anxiety? 
The feeling of carrying all the sadness all to yourself 
Maybe afraid of what other people would say..
What others would feel.. 
Or maybe, don't have anyone to talk about your problems
heyy, I will not say it's okay, cause obviously it isn't, and don't worry
I've been through the same..

I am the eldest in my family and I have a younger sister
We migrated in the Philippines, and my parents stayed in abroad
We lived with my aunt, my father's sister
and that changed my life
After some years, we already have our own house, but we live with my older cousin instead, niece of my mother
Others would think, it's nice to not have their parents around
They still keep in touch though..
But it's so difficult
To be a parent to your sister, to be in charge of the money and the bills
To be good in class, and live up to their expectations
To be so responsible, To be all by yourself..
Unfortunately, I didn't have much friends
and that resulted to being so quiet in class
I have friends, but I can't label them as friends cause I can't really tell them my problems
So yeah, I felt so alone..
Lonely, fighting a battle every single day
I was depressed.
I became shy, and introverted

Then one day, I realized..
Why? Why would I keep on downing myself?
Why would I settle being like this??
So, I stood up
I fought, fearlessly 
I said to myself, This is me
They see me as someone quiet, shy, but honestly?
I am none of that
I am active, and cheerful 
I won't ever look down ever again, I will start looking up!
and fighting the battles of depression
I'll first accept whatever life gives me, If I don't like it, I'll fight
Then I would learn, to love myself, again
and start to trust again..
and finally I would be able to live my life just like what I wanted
So that one day, I can finally say that,
Hey! I defeated depression, and thanks to that, I am who I am now!