I was in a relationsip where I found out that he cheated on me but I still stayed cuz I was afraid to be alone. I was a martyr and it was making me depress. When I left my hometown and decided to live at my grandparents house I keep on asking myself as to why did that happened, why was I being cheated, why did he do it, why was I not enough. Those questions keeps on haunting me for months and it lead me to depression. 1 year later I went back to school hoping for a new change and it was the best decision I have ever made. I never date anyone through college and I was single for 6 years. Days before my college graduation I met someone online. He was different from my usual type but he was okay. He is really different from my exes which surprises me. He lives in the other side of the world but that didn't stop us from communicating with each other. We talked every single day 24/7 and he decided to visit me which surprises me so much. 2 years later we are now engage, still have a happy and healthy relationship. He visited me here in my country if he has time, we do things that we love, we travel and visit museums and churches. I waited my life for this man and I am never letting him go.