Never let anyone tell you what you can and can't do! Your mind is a very powerful  asset to your emotional and mental health. So always take risks because most opportunities are missed by not being able to do it. Have courage and always look on the bright side. 

By doing something that makes you happy, you are more motivated and inspired rather than doing something that only forces you. Explore a little more, find out what suits you and your style! Always look for positive outcomes even on hard times. It may not seem like it but there will be a time for it, all it takes is patience.