if you feel like drowning on your own thoughts and feelings..be happy cuz ur strong than a person who try to fight bear bare handed because u already feel the worst pain ever BE HAPPY because being depressed and staying up all night thinking a hundred times about are own beliefes and how pain is it happening on you rn will make you more stronger and feel nothing when someone stab you with the harshest words..BE HAPPY because we experience this thing and stands as a lesson and motivation to fight.