If ever you're reading this, after, while crying, keep reading. Hey, if you ever felt sad, more like you feel anxiety, depression, sadness, grief etc right now. Keep in mind that there is nothing wrong on crying, it doesn't make you less feminine or masculine. Crying is an expression of sadness, where a clear saline fluid drops from your eye streaming down to your face is okay! All the heavy feeling you carrying on in will soon be light. Trust me! Crying in your room, alone, playing music is one of the great therapy to ease the pain. Don't mind whatever people will say to you, because it's yourself. We choose to cry privately because we don't want them to see us how weak we are. That alright by the way, being weak for now then became braver after! Just keep praying and always have faith!