One thing my therapist told me to help me recover is to discover things that I can spend my time with. 

Right now, I am researching information to start a sticker business. This business mainly aims to spread good news and Bible Verses. This can help those people who are drowned in their lost thoughts and negativeness such as myself.

I hope you can support this type of local business! :) God Bless! (attached photo is drafted logo of planned small business)