Do you feel afraid? Do you feel depressed? Do you feel unworthy? Do you feel insecure? Do you feel unlucky? Do you feel lonely? Do you feel alone? I also experienced that kind of mindset. I even want to kill myself. It is very hard to continue your life if those feelings are still in your mind, but when I read the Bible, Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. - Joshua 1:9 I realize that there is God who helps me always every day. God promises that when we turn to Him for guidance, we will succeed. God is all-powerful and all-knowing. He has the answers and the strength we need to face any challenge before us. Being strong and courageous usually doesn't require any grand gestures. More often, it's made up of small decisions we make every day that show our trust in God. As we prayerfully seek His direction, study His word, and follow His example each day, we will have the courage to let go of fear and face our challenges with faith. As you turn to Jesus Christ in faith and follow His counsel to be strong and of a good courage, you will feel the assurance that He is always with you. Don't give up on your life, on your dreams, on your family and on yourself. God is with us. He will never leave us.