Thank God I found the good in goodbye,
It took me years to accept the reality that you are not part of my life anymore.
Ever since you pushed me away, it prepared me to become a better person, not for you nor others, but myself.
As I look back, I know I am far from perfect, and I am toxic too
that is why I was trying my best to be better for you, for us
but still, the day I feared the most came, and it felt like my life came to an end 
because I know that my life revolved around you
and it took me this long to realize God's reasons why he allowed that to happen,
He saved me from something that is not good for me,
and made me understand things about love and life.
As I sit here looking at our pictures from before,
I remember our memories, both good and bad
I can now smile and say thank you because if not for those, there will be no lessons learned.
For all the hatred and smirk I have received since we broke up,
it taught me to stand tall and be courageous.
The wounds of the past have healed, but the scars will remain
nevertheless, these scars served as a reminder that I managed to endure the pain you have caused me.
And I never thought I would be able to say this, but you leaving me gave me a marvelous beginning and euphoria.