Hi, I just wanna share my thoughts here. 
5 years ago, I wanted to become an actress.
3 years ago, I started doing workshops and do filming for different kind of television shows.
2 years ago, I realized that it wasn't easy. Rejections, scammers and reality hit me. I was rejected because of my deep skin tone, 5'0 height and unclear skin.  I was really eager and desperate to enter show business world so I became reckless and scammed three to five times. I faced the reality that in order to become an actress, aside from talent, you need beauty, connections, money and luck. I felt so weak and helpless but I didn't stop. I made my own YouTube channel, where I am the actress of my own film. I made a stage for myself, I accepted who I am and embraced all my flaws.
1 year ago, I reached 1,000 subscribers on YouTube and 100,000 views.
2 months ago, I started my own Facebook Page 
1 month ago, my Facebook page live was reported and I can't produce any post because of that
2 days ago, I am allowed to film and post Facebook live again.
Today, I reached 1,000 followers on my Facebook Page.
1,000 subscribers and followers is nothing compared of others'. But one thing is for sure, I will never stop here. I will continue finding my own spotlight and never give up until I can say "I did it."